Mixed Emotions
Mixed Emotions
I'm having mixed emotions...
Should I stay or should I go?
I want so much to predict the future, but only God knows.
This is such a big decision...
If I stay we may be unstable, but if I go there'd be so much missin'.
I'm so into this, yet so confused.
I love you so much but what do I do?
I'm hurting inside, but yet filled with excitement.
I'm yearning for your love; please give me some enlightment.
I want to carry your seed, maybe two, or even three...
but we have to make things right; I'll follow your lead.
No matter how much we fight and carry on...
We keep loving each other like a sweet melody as if it were our song.
Sometimes feelings are better understood in writing.
because with the way things are, there's nothing worse than hiding.
At times it's like your taking my heart right out of my chest.
but is it for you to keep or throw on the market for others to test?
I can't shake these feelings; for now I just need you to come hold me tight.
You don't have to say anything; but keep me safe and warm through-out the night.
We won't let this go because we've come way too far.
Our feelings for each other are too deep to be left in the dark.
For you to become a part of me, we must work together as one.
and as time goes on, these mixed emotions will be all said and done.
By: Aleasha A. Martin
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