Mistakes
I made the mistake of bring myself to your level.
I regret putting myself into this situation without looking both ways like my
mommy taught me.
I regret not dotting all my i's and crossing all my t's.
Everytime I shed tears knowing you wasn't trippin over me.
Everytime I laid down with you and letting you hurt me because it made you
happy.
Everytime I thought I could press rewind.
Everytime I looked too deep into the future instead of living in the here and now.
Every lie I told you because you liked when I stroked your ego.
I regret keeping that one secret from you because if you knew you'd be crushed
beyond workds.
I regret becoming the monster that I am.
I made the mistake of putting up a front and acted like everything was fine.
I cared too soon and too hard.
Every lie I believed.
I regret following my heart.
For being so naive.
Sometimes I regret that I'm here. He didn't want me so why did she care?
I regret that I became an asshole and ended up being everything he is and was.
I made the mistake of being what I promised myself I would never become.
I regret that no matter where we go in life you will always have a big piece of my
heart.
I regret that I let my friends treat you like dirt behind your back and let them smile
in your face.
I regret that I am apologizing for my mistakes
I keep making the mistake of blaming my traits on genetics.
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