Misery Writes a New Episode
Many years I suffer alone
Waking with hope everyday
Trying to act normal
While my sanity slips way
It seems like dark clouds
are always here with me
Its like if I was curse
To live a life of misery
There have been so many days
There was no sun in the sky
And there were times I wanted
to tell the world good bye
all my friends are kind to me
And I don’t tell of the pain I see
Because no one can ever help
When the enemy lives inside of me
I feel the kindness of my friends
And all the love that they send
And I said that I’m happy
While behind the keyboard I pretend
My life is like wave in the sea
From a distance you see serenity
But when you look up close
Will see jagged rocks stabbing me
Once love look so beautiful
But the girl didn't have a soul
So she just leaves me to die
Alone in this cruel world
Since then my life has decline
While my heart slowly erode
And very day after
Misery writes a new episode
I awake every morning
Lone in my bed
And don’t want to get up
Feels heavy like lead
I wonder if she’s thinking of me
Or if my memories she holds no more
My life is full of wealth
But my heart are so poor
What my future hold
No one can ever tell
And if I don’t find heaven
Then will remain in hell
True love is purely magical
Hope I find at the end of the road
And if I never find it
Misery writes a new episode
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