Mental Confinement
this house is a prison
these windows are taunting
this weight on my shoulders is daunting
my voice inside my head is haunting
memories leave tears on my face
tears start to burn and leave blood in their trace
im isolated in deep space
solitary confinement
deep sorrowful assignment
the stars are in allignment
my world is coming to an end thats what the peace sign ment
heaven sent, me hell, world upside down call it hell bent
half my heart is left, the other paid rent
i have half a heart but im completly broken, take a hint
one way street no reason to resent
choises made, makes my brain fade
heading to your heart, call it a crusade
my love is broken, hell made
took every single wrong road, ... well played
epic fail, blood red is the best shade
through the light and through the dark
blood red will always make its mark
love the pain and hate the pleasure
nonconformality at its greatest measure
love is lost and found like great treasure
trust turns to tradgedty
lies are truely ravishing
my heart is cold and wandering, the walking dead emotionless traveling
chilling ice adorning my flesh is lavishing
in a strange twist of fate my mind bears my captivity
trapped inside my thoughts from which i cannot escape, stranger thoughts than activity
forever fading my sanity
at the sacrafice of my vanity
my last resort, to escape has been taken from me
this prison is maximum security
love is lost, friends betrayed
family estranged
adrinaline caged
adhd enraged
locked up tight
strait jacket restricted helplessly bound try as i might
blind folds corrode my sight
exiled and exausted drawn out distressed vigil put to the test
sick to my stomach and too tired to rest
i sit in my cell, of isolation
my mind is cramped of desolation
these words are a demonstration
as a last resort, to far gone to ever undergo restoration
i lay solemnly suffering from loss of articulation.
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