Love Poem: Melting

Melting

i wasn’t always
like this 
my flesh burned 
my desire for you

you with hands
that covered mine
melting me
my hard swallow 
of what 
i could never have

i remember 
the last glance 
flames you denied
instead threw on me

you turned cold
out of survival
out of guilt for
other’s sins

you numb
safe with your numbers
hanging on a net
well above the flames
our flames 

like i said 
i wasn’t always 
like this
my flesh scarred
my embers of you