Loving Doubt
As a soul in love ? i live in two worlds
My mind and soul are at war like the two gods
Who seek to destroy each other without thinking of the odds
Just to become the Lord of the Lords
I know and believe i am in love
But why do i feel there is no love
In one day all feels amazing and consecrated
But in another everything feels degrading and unprotected
Is this a feeling of a loving doubt
Or i do not know what I am talking about
And i am allowing my doubt
To tell me what I am about
Why do i allow the fear of no love
To destroy my true love
Which can be compared to no love
Even if it is as beautiful as a dove
But since i have no might
To get into the heart
And pull what is under the mat
I am still vulnerable to the loving doubt illness
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