I sit,sit with this daunting heart break hanging over me The very essence of my world is crumbling,open your eyes and see I held on to the ignorance to the reality i wanted to believe but signs and signals you left along my bitter path the warning you tried to heed I have held my breath through the anguish of my broken dreams Now i delve into the oceans,your name on my lips i silently scream.. Catch me, embrace me in bitterness lover of my soul help me as my bewildered hearts destinies crudely unfold I have felt a lovers divine kiss on my breath She lingers there her finger tips reaching into my chest She holds my still beating heart Like a broken winged bird like natures works of art........ When shall i release my breath and drive this sorrow from my being When shall i remove this instrumental temperament that i am foreseeing when shall i ever forget the lovers kiss........... when shall my spirit finally seek and find rest