Love Letter 2 Continued
Most of my family do not accept me, friends want me to be what they want, and I can't seem to be myself only back in those hills. ~its a real good feeling to finally get there, this miraculous healing! but tears streaming now because everyone thinks they can be abusive to me, tell me what a bad person I will always be. Some day or night when Jesus comes and takes my hand I will smile so sweetly when he takes me away,.
I have found that speaking of the gospel, people are so interested with this gentleness from me that I've allowed to surface. I do not hope to die, I want to enjoy life as a Christian and do as much as I can. Heck, I ain't even stressed anymore. I told you, you would be welcome there anytime. I won't be communicating any longer. If we are meant to meet, or have truth in loving as God would want, then it will happen. I will always love you through everything because we were having a very bad chapter. No one can be all bad huh?
I thought you were so mean. I was starving for attention. You wouldn't give it to me! :)~ but i love you more today, because I admire your strength. I just have never met anyone with as much stubborn,.... will to take nothing, make no attempt to reply to her, love everyone else in the world, but no, not that one. I am smiling serenely, because I now, (and I don't really know why) love and respect you more.
So long Casanova brithches,
I feel good, nanananana! I knew that I would! I feel good, so good(it stops there)
(i seriously forgot the rest until I got there but anyway, going to go.)
Take good care, loving you has always been bittersweet, but what's a girl got to do to get a hug anyway? You could call me crazy back home and it wouldn't even bother me.
Hope all your love stuff works out O.K. I ain't messing with a computer much anymore.
Get this,.. my memoirs..... I (please let the white helium ballons fly, and pop the cork on the champagne that I can't stand to drink) am the 3rd......
(drum roll) appalachian author in ...... the WORLD! so gong me if ya want, it ain't the money, with the success the impossibilities happen, I get to go home.
Maybe you think your an apple now or somethin' but I doubt it.
Cindy
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