Love Poem: Lost of Love

Lost of Love

Lie and hatred is beneath my roots
feeling a burn through out my vain
image of myself hurting you over and over 
but in the end I end up hurting again....
The day you pass away was the day I burn within 
A pain start from the mind and travel deep inside my soul
hoping that this pain would pass but instead I just turn cold 
throwing my anger across the room and toward the others
but the pain inside me still made me suffer 
Leashing out on my love ones who have treated me right
to replace the sorrow you made me feel every night
I met to love you before you pass but my mind just won´t let history be the past
I´m sorry I guess I was wrong for not making things right before you have given 
yourself away so this is my last note to try to say that I love you and go on your 
way...