Lost Love
last night was the hardest night of my life.
its over
i told her i could take no more
i told her i cant keep getting hurt by her
but now i think im hurt more then ever
depression is moving its way in to my body
making my body weak
leaving an empty feeling like somethings missing
i feel so alone
falling into temptation of asking her to be mine once again
but resisting the thought of being broken again
i miss her i wont lie
3 years together
wanting her back so bad
missing kissing her
the touch of her skin
the smell of her perfume
the sound of her voice
the smile on her face when she sees me
happiness ceases to exist in the dictionary inside of my head
flipping through every page looking for that bit of hope but all i find is the word love scribbled out
feeling that the only way to be happy is to be with her
but knowing if i get back with her she will just poison me with her lies
even though she is 5 feet away from me
it feels like we are miles apart
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