Lost Forever
I am lost forever
I have nowhere to turn
I have so little to offer
but so much to earn
I live in a faceless crowd
and i still have seen no life
I am all alone forever
nothing but pain and strife
I can no longer take this
I am walking to the bathroom
I am opening the cabinet
Just to end the gloom
I am climbing into the tub now
I lift the razor to my hand
I am closing my eyes now
can this really be the end
I think of all my misery
and I remembered all my pain
and then I held my breath
and I knew i had nothing to gain
I felt the razor cutting
the pain shot through my arm
MY head just started ringing
As would an alarm
Now the world is dark
And nothing is the same
I got so sick of life
That i ended my life in shame
I can see all the faces now
the ones from in the crowd
i can hear what they are saying
they are talking oh so loud
Now i know what i did was wrong
My life was supposed to be
And all the faces are staring
and they are all staring at me
people are everywhere
crying over my choice
And now they will never understand
They will never hear my voice
but if you think that death
is the only way out
think again my friend
because death aint what life is about
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