Lost Blue
no longer at ease with myself-
broken thrice yet i thrived-
thinking thoughts no one dared think-
shattered and in ruins-
lusty desires from unending dreams-
wishing those dreams turned to reality-
forever wanting the love i seek so bad-
forever at the mercy of your feigned
emotions-
will i even remember you name-
a life of pain and hate-
your voice is all i can hear-
forever lost in this blue- destroyed, weak.
And empty-
but i can still feel your presence-
i can still hear your voice-
i can still hear you call-
was this love something i created?-
something i imagined?-
wishing my dreams of you could turn to
reality-
hand in hand walking the still shore-
listening to nature as it calls-
but it was all a dream-
nothing remains-
just wishing wishes i will forever wish-
forever broken-
forever lost in this blue---
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