Lost
Seeing you walk away is burned into me. I see it everyday. You were so much more then you ever realized. My heart my soul every breath all of it was for you. The emptiness draws me down. Sinking my soul like a ship to the bottom of the deep waiting to be found. You are no where around.
Your smile your laugh, hell you still haunt my dreams. I wake up more lost as impossible as it seems.
You filled me with love with light and then just like that you closed up shop, flipped off the lights and then Darkness is all around. The coldness filled the ground. I can hear the shovels running dirt down, but all the laughter and the love just stopped right there.
Now all I see is images of you in my dreams, a lost love who still haunts my soul sadly ripped in two, and half is with you.
If giving up everything and selling my soul just to have you or to be rid of your control. I would do so. But yet you still have control and I still feel your sadness and your joy i can't stop that no matter how hard i try.
You said you dream of me and that I die, I think I can tell you exactly why....
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