Lost
You know the best part of going trough hard times with someone you love is supposed to bring you closer together. In the long run it seems to do nothing but tear your insides apart to the point that you have nothing left to feel. The whole thing about loving someone is supposed to be the act that you look out for their well being. Their are things that you want to share with that other person but you call yourself looking out for their feelings Especially if you know they have tremendous stress of their own. But when it all comes down to it, even though you were trying to think of them and protect them, you still wind up being the bad guy. It is hard to see someone you love go through so much pain. When they are the love of ur life you want to protect them. You don't try to lie to them. You tell the bits and pieces of things because you know that they hae their own issues and stress. When you're used to going through everything alone and having nobody to depend on EVER. It is hard to let go of everything, Especially when you know the love of your life is going thru such a difficult time. If someone loses there trust in u it is hard to get back. I you truly love someone, love should conquer all. Maybe thats just another DISNEY fAIRY TALE our parents should have never read us!!!
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