Losing
I put my pain into words
Hoping that it will help heal me
Praying these negative feelings leave
Instead of having them stay with me
Told my mom I’m doing great
But I think she Knows it’s a lie
Because I haven’t been feeling the same
I feel crazy because my moods always change
To be honest, I feel like I’m a little strange
Because while I fight my demons
I feel like my angels have left
No wonder this negativity stays on my chest
I miss the days I was blessed
I miss the days when it was life I was choosing
I really need to rest
Before I really start losing.
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