Locked Inside
There is just way too much locked inside,
So many things I would love to confide.
I am so angry and confused,
My soul is quite oh so bruised.
I want to be a whole person again,
Everyone says it is just a matter of when.
My life has been put on hold,
And inside I feel so cold.
There are days I am just so numb,
Nothing warms me, not even my rum.
There are days that a ray of light shines through,
Then the clouds come back and I am again blue.
I am told to have faith and believe,
That God is there and will give reprieve.
Faith in Him I do have, truth be told.
I just feel He has bigger things to uphold.
I am just one tiny person in a sea many,
I feel like I am the bad luck penny.
I have family and a few select friends,
I know they have issues at their ends.
Maybe I am just in so much pain,
That all I feel is insane.
One day soon I would love to be feel joy
And no longer feel like others I annoy.
I really despise all this despair,
Please Lord hear my prayer.
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