Lifeless
Never thought the day would come where I would lose you.
The pain that is beard when I am forced to push you out of my ****** lifeless,
The same way I felt the day your father walked out on me.
Depression sets in as I feel the walls beginning to close in
Forcing me to realize just how much pain I am in.
The pain of losing my first child, who was conceived out of love and later that love died.
Like the machine that beeps when someone flat lines.
I feel like my insides have been ripped out of me
Leaving me lifeless like that body that was found on the cold cement.
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