Let's Be Friends
Why does it hurt me?Why do I cry?
Daydreams and nightmares seem to rise
I tell myself I won't cry and I won't be hurt
Only to have it rubbed in my face like a pile of dirt
Why does it anger me so,to the point of tears
All I get is rejection and the reality of my fears
The oceans and currents of emotion taking over me
Drowning.......drowning,I never could breathe
Am I alive?I feel no heartbeat,no blood
What I do feel,feels like a flood of emotions,thoughts of 'Is It ME'
Do I deserve what I'm getting?If so LET IT BE
I feel empty,the tears won't stop spilling from my eyes
I say that she didn't hurt me,but my heart doesn't believe lies
I feel like my life is going to suddenly end
And that phrase haunts my mind,"Let's be friends"
How can I just be her friend when I wanna hold her,kiss her
love her,touch her,stroke her body,caress,I'm gone miss her
I gotta get lost and fade away from her mind
because she'll never be in my arms,she'll never be mine
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