Let Him Go
Now is the time I have to let him go
For a while my blood will slowly flow
He’s not interested I’ve seen at last
But our little relationship happened so fast
What don’t I have that other girls do?
Why can’t he love me as much as I love him, too?
He’s so far away and not in my arms
Apparently I am losing all of my charms
I guess it wasn’t meant to be
Me with him and him with me
Tears fall faster now then before
Like someone just slammed my love door
I don’t understand what was different here
What questions do I ask myself now when I stand in the mirror?
He told me once before that my eyes he noticed first
I don’t believe anything could possibly get any worse
I knew if he moved I’d never see him again
Possibly I thought about one too many sins?
My world was dark before he entered in
It brightened up when he emerged into my den
My world was clear and now it’s smoggy
My breathing was normal and now it’s foggy
My frown permanently went upside-down
Our love radiated from the sky to the ground
So many happy times we did share
Now he doesn’t even care
So much faith and so much love
So many kisses and so many hugs
So much knowledge he taught me to do
I’m not ready to start all over new
I wish he was here to brighten my days
I wish he was here to take away my bad ways
I wish he was here to open my eyes
I still feel his touch against my thighs
I can see his hazel eyes staring at me
I’m in love with him so much --- why can’t he see?
He kept me straight as straight as can be
Then he turned his back and left me
I was told he was going to do this
I didn’t want to believe it and that was not my one wish
I wished for us to be happy again
I wished for us to fix our sins
I wished for us to have good health
I never much worried about wealth
I have visions of his exotic hazel eyes
I have so many questions --- when’s and why’s
I still see his smile and his perfect face
I still dream about his first kiss and the sweet taste
I still feel his arms around my waist
Over and over these visions I traced
But now he’s gone and there’s nothing I can do
But to heal all over and start over brand new.
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