Late Night Thoughts
I’m alive
Breathing,eating,walking
Thinking,talking
But I feel so empty inside
My feelings towards life are numb
I no longer want to communicate
Maybe I’m selfish
Probably I just need help
This isn’t normal
I’m a very adventurous person
I love life so much
Eagerly waiting for my future
But weirdly I think of death as much
It’s more like a craving
I want it so much my heart starts beating
Every time I think out it
Maybe I’m just lost
Probably it’s the devils temptations
This pain in my chest is hard to bare
But I’ll continue to carry on
I want to be alone
Isolated from everyone for so long
Till I no longer exist in their thoughts
I don’t know why but that will fulfill
My empty space inside & I’ll be happy
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