Love Poem: Justification

Justification

My daydreaming
Is not my imagining
I am yearning
For it to be living
Will you be acknowledging?
The Truth, you owing
Or will you be denying
Taking it to be a monstrosity

I may seem to be a freak
Yet I am weak
My action can be justified
For I was mystified
How could you love me with so much fervor?
And hurt me with so much ardor?
You showed your love behind closed walls
It was known only by my calls

Yet, You are the Cause of Everything
Without You, there is Nothing
What is the use of Living
Without your Dawning?
I miss your Adoration
And I do feel trepidation
Of the anticipation
Of the outcome
Will my Love emerge Winsome?

Written in 2011