Just Thinking
Why even bother.
Stop reminding me of irrelevant notions,
You know that they don't matter anyway.
I'm tired of hearing lost thoughts inside your head.
"Sorry I was just thinking about what you said...".
Ah, so now you'd like to talk about my day?
But where were you when I needed you the most.
Lost in someone else I suppose.
I'd really love to hear your silence instead.
"Sorry I was just thinking about what you said.."
They're only words!
They always have been to you, nothing more.
Priceless little nick-knacks safely tucked away inside a drawer.
You're kidding right? I think I'd much prefer the emptiness beside my bed.
"Sorry I was just thinking about what you said...".
Don't bring my writing into this,
It's the only thing that won't deceive me.
Much more loyal than you, honey please believe me.
Hate me? Fine. My loving looks are cold and dead.
"Sorry I was just thinking about what you said...".
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