Just the Beginning
Regret… My reply to "HE"; a poem written for me by SOS!
Where to begin…
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I enjoyed you immensely even back then
You meant more to me than just a friend
The closer we became
The more I felt it would end…
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We always had fun
Never thought about the long run
No commitments to each other
Yet we were more than friends... We were lovers…
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Too good to be true... Just look at the clues
Remember "no expectations"
Remember we are "just cool"
Remember these were our rules...
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We both had issues and I didn’t think twice
I was soft and gentle offering wisdom, experience, and advice
Personal experience reminded me of the pains in your life
I knew something was wrong... I felt something was just not right...
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But we had nothing to lose
No future in sight
How I wish you trusted me
I needed you to shed some light…
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What were you feeling
How were you dealing
That your heart needed healing
Revealed what you were concealing…
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Left to answer these questions on my own
Left in the dark all alone
Left with the door cracked in “Danger Zone”
Left with fear of the unknown...
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FEAR TOOK MY HAND AND LEAD ME TO ROAM...
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I’d been hurt just a short time before
My heart was hiding behind steel doors
Somehow you cracked it and let fear in
Fear is powerful and fear did win...
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THANKFULLY THIS WAS JUST THE BEGINNING... THIS WAS NOT OUR END...
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Only time will tell if our wounds are healed
Little by little we break the seal's of fear
Little by little we open up and reveal
What’s in our hearts and what we truly feel…
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We have learned from the mistakes of our past
Taken a new direction; created a new path
Neither one of us is hiding behind a mask
This time will be better...
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THIS TIME I HOPE IT WILL LAST...
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Lay
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