Love Poem: I'Ve Lost My Love Forever
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Written by: Nekhel Mohan Sahay

I'Ve Lost My Love Forever

My life’s became hell
And I wanna yell.

Once upon a time,
I loved a girl nine to nine.
We shared each other’s feelings,
Have known each other for a long time.
She often used to cross the wall,
And I used to prevent her from a fall.
But these were just a part of my everydays’ dream,
Which I used to have before I scream.

I still remember that night
When I first proposed her right,
With a ring in her glass
Which I gave her after we danced.
She accepted me vigorously,
Without giving a second thought to it.

My life’s became heaven
And its gonna stay well

After the acceptance of my proposal,
We had our yummy dinner.
Regarding our family matter
She told me her every secret,
Which had occurred with her very quiet
I too wasn’t far behind,
But didn’t explore myself to that extent.
After having long talks,
We finally headed towards the car.
While I was busy in the bill payout,
She consistently starred me out.
As soon as I turned back
To see her face in the pack,
But to my surprise
She wasn’t anywhere in the picture.
I spontaneously spotted a mob on the road,
Just beside my car where I was to board.
With great frustration I reached out there,
With a positive approach that she wouldn’t lie there.
I saw a girl lying out on the floor,
But she was someone else who was unknown.
Then with a sigh of relief
I saw her inside another taxi,
Which stood at par distance from me
She consistently called out for me.
As she wanted to give something to me
But before reaching out to the car,
It was bashed up like a thrilling zar. (here zar means horror) 

I stood out helpless there,
Saw her lying unconsciously bare.
She still had some breathe out left,
But she had a lot of bleeding around.
And after a few seconds a blast had mound. (here mound means occurred)
Not even her single remaining left behind,
And I was left with her mere thoughts to remind.

My life’s became hell
And I wanna just yell.

My each day
Went off,
Like a hell stock.
My each night
Just passed on by,
I couldn’t ever forget her by.
Coz she was my first and last love,
Forever in life.
I’ve lost my love forever,
And I’ve became a stone-like structure.

My life’s became hell
And I wanna only yell…