I'M So Scared
If i lose you
I’ll lose screws
i will never be the same anymore
My 4 by 4’s
Will be 2 by 2’s
i will lose my soul mate
my smile
The woman that I absolutely want to carry my child
my laugh and my everything
I just bought an engagement ring
And if I gave it to you tomorrow
I know my love wouldn’t change
If I ever lose you there will be no more sunlight
Wanting to be around all day
Is a feeling I can no longer fight
Please kiss me and hold me so tight
encourage me
saying things will be all right
And that I am not wrong for loving a person like you
a woman who makes all of my dreams come true
I cannot lose you
Yesterday i cried and cried
Prayed and talked to God
Told him to mold me to the man you need
Or at least try
I may not be your knight in shinning armor as you see
but only for you I am being the best I can be
Babe, I'm just scared
That your eyes will wonder away
That you will realize
That you could do better any day
So I sit here and write again
Another poem, another rhyme
Every word that appears in the end
Just another wish that you'd stay mine
I can't even rhyme
Cause Of the tears in my eyes
Even though I know I'll see you in the afternoon
I hate saying goodbye
My nightmares are usually about losing you
So I wake up in the middle of the night and ask God why
Why he blessed me
Even when I've lived so messy
I don't want to live another day without being married
I can feel it in my heart and in my testes
I test you
And you test me
You get me
And let me sit on your lap for 5 seconds
Cause I know I can be heavy
But it's my heart's fault
Cause I'm just overfilled with passion
I just had no feeling on 1/11/15
That all of this would happen
Amusement parks, taco bell in the dark
Outfits that are matching
If I ever live a day without you
There would be no laughing
Call it affcetion, or obseccion
This is the 2nd time I've had to stop writing becasuse
tears are in my pocession
please forgive me
I don't want a klennex
I just want confimration
that you still pocess the thing that beats inside my chest
Cause I trust you to hold it's pieces and parts
For whenever we're apart
Let me just tell you i love Whitney A
Before my tears of love restart
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