I'Ll Soon Discover
God tell me if I'm alive or dead,
And if I should continue or have I reached the end?
I fell down,
who was there to pick me up?
You weren't,
I reached out and my hand you didn't grab.
God you lost me,
and back then my believe in you was all I had.
And you left me,
and you destroyed what I believed was love.
For about five years I cried alone every night.
I couln't open up because I always wanted to fight.
That was probably because I didn't have a love to call mine.
I didn't believe in love because back then I was blind.
Am I still blind?
Because I still can't see you Father.
I need you to help me,
at least so I can get along with my own father.
Help me now,
because I don't know if I can keep going any further.
And this love,
I'm ruining it and not making it any stronger.
And to you my love,
I'm sorry, everytime I keep getting even more wronger.
I break my promises,
and you say that everytime I break your heart over and over.
But I promise,
that soon a new peace and state of mind I will discover.
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