If You Shall Find Me
As i dive into a pool of my own blood with sweat in tears i hope to see a sign from u. i cry and ask god to shine his light to guide and see me through. i ball up as i hit the floor drowning in my own sorrow as i black out i see visions of you preying to find me so i fight to make it. your tears. glow as i see the reflection of your soul swiming past my depression and floating me up so i can breathe if u shall find me. i pray you bleed the blood of god. and use the power of his word to heel my heart. if u shall seek me i pray that u guard me all of me with your heart protect me through god and shield me. if you are destined and fate leads you to me i pray that god gives u the word to stay. im imperfect for years i fought in hopes of u finding me for i know the thoughts god thinks of me. plans to give me a future and a hope i believe i have faith he will heal me. if u shall want me you will take me as i am. breath life into my doubts and smile at my fears Embrace me with your love through god u reach for me. pray with me. take me to a place where only god has us in mind. guide your words in the directions of my flaws. faithfully inspire to be my only. and walk hand and hand with me in the darkness. if u shall see me you see a good thing and u will know that im your queen. and through god eternally we are together. if u shall find me show me a sign that u hear my cry. pray for me if u come in my presents.
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