If Only
If only my feelings
were like a faucet
that I can turn
on and off...
If only I had control
of my thoughts
then I would
not be thinking of you...
If only I had control
of my mind
I’d switch it off
to block out the images of you…
If only the music
would stop
I’d be rid of this need
to dance with you...
If only I could orb
to times long gone
where I was
still in control...
in control of who I was without you,
in control of my thoughts,
in control of my feelings,
in control of my mind...
now I’m lost...
drifting along with
IF ONLY on my mind...
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