Love Poem: If I Cannot
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Written by: CayCay Jennings

If I Cannot

For Steven Joseph Way
If my loving presence does not warm you, if it does not dry your wet tears away, then I have wasted each new breath I drew to sustain my life on this offered day. If you cannot retrieve your happy face amongst the love-grown life we two do share or amid the rhythm of our joined heart's pace, then my emotions may collapse from scare. As the pillow where you can rest your head, as the balm to comfort your painful ache, as the light dimming fear of all you dread, I want to make your sadness flee or break. If I cannot be all these things and more, then I feel trapped in a room with no door.