If ever I could be what I should be but am not If ever I could be what I want to be but cant If ever I could be to her a person to care If ever I could be a love that I could share If ever I could be a soul searched for true If ever I could be somebody for you If ever I could be what I wanted to be but failed to be but cared to be and was willing to be and can be but cant be because the door is locked If ever I could be I would be but I am not. if ever I could be.