I Will Be
There used to be day I cried just to talk to you
Now I wonder myself where has that part inside me gone?
But it was you my dear who made me the way I am today
Yes it was you; you said I could never make you happy
How come I be the reason of sadness of one I love
Remember those days when I used to send you those silly messages?
The one I made just for you that very one you never used to understand
Remember those phone calls every fifteen minutes to hear your voice?
May be you have forgotten that after all, but its fine dear
Because my mind still creates those absurd message
And often wishes to listen to your voice
But its heart that realizes that you are gone
Apart, far from me, so far away thousands of miles
Do you know how much I miss you beautiful smiles?
But does it really matters to you? That you are gone, I’m alone?
Every single second of 24 hours I wait by my phone?
For the call I’m sure I won’t be getting anymore
I laugh at me sometimes where do I get that hope form?
That you, you my dear, you would call me?
Do you even know if I’m alive?
Or do you even care?
I don’t know why but every single part of my heart
Still loves you like the day I had realized that did
Though I wish that you’d realize some day like I did
But I know my dear the pride that you posses
The pride can not be broken; at least not by me
I hope and pray for you that you find a worthy one
A worthy one it is who can give you what I never could
Make you happy like I never could treat you good like I never could
Just want to you realize something that few years form now
When we grow old just think then that there might be a guy
Somewhere in this world who still loves me because I will be
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