Love Poem: I Try Really

I Try Really

I try really
To keep my emotions in check
Particularly with you around
But I always fail miserably

I try really
To get you off my mind
and tell myself I'm fine
But I keep thinking of you

I try really
to be with my guys and be cool
trying to join the flow
But I keep calling you

God! oh God
You have got me twisted out
Fingering with my head
Warming my heart
I'm lost in the ambiance of it

I just try to hold on
To be calm
To enjoy our friendship
But i keep wanting more
I keep wanting more of you!