Love Poem: I Told You

I Told You

I told you that you were a ray of sunshine,

In my endless supply of cloudy days. 

I told you that I cared for you,

In that ocean of violent waves. 

I told you that I carried you,

Through that frigid, cold harbor.

I told you that I hated you,

Over the field of melted lava.

I told you that I wanted to marry you,

Across that field of yellow flowers.
 
I told you that I lied to you,

Outside this raging fire.

I told you that we would be together,

But that's simply not the truth.

For life does just the opposite,

And makes me sit alone in this booth.

I told you that I needed you,

When I wasn't doing well.

Now I truly need you,

Since I'm in this depressive spell.

I love you my dear,

But you won't come tonight. 

So the gun forces me to choose...

Was this decision right?