I Swear My Beloved
Every drop of blood in my body boils more than a volcano
Every heart beat I feel it like a dagger torturing me
My vains are making a revelation inside of my weak body
Every inch of me screaming out your name
Wondering where you are...
Myself refuse to recognize me , not until you come
My thoughts bended me cold and alone , refused to help me
From head to toe everything needs you
After you left....
I have a frozen heart , lost soul and helpless body
I'm struggling with my demons
I'm burning and dieing from inside, and I wish I'm dieing fast...no , slowly
Death is having pleasure hearing my heart screaming out , feeling my pain , tasting my open wounds...
Not much left but yet , death is taking his time
I'm not me anymore - and all what I wish and pray for...
Is to have you here....
To hold you one time , feel the warmth of your heart
I don't have strength to break my silence walls and scream your name
But I swear my beloved...
To try , I swear my beloved to use my last breath but..
To never give up....
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