I Struggle
I struggle with not forgetting your touch
I struggle with still wanting you so much.
My mind is like a scratched CD
Making it to the point of forgetting
Then skipping back to you and me.
I struggle with not forgetting it felt so right
I struggle with wanting to hold you tight.
My life is like an active whirlpool
Circling, churning, going no where
The hole empty waiting for you to make it full.
I struggle with my thoughts always ending at you
I struggle with a fantasy of hearing you say “I love you too”.
My day is like a roller coaster ride
Hearing your voice making my spirits rise
Then, free fall back to the reality that you’re not by my side.
I struggle
I miss you.
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