I Never Enrolled
“I NEVER ENROLLED”
I'm inside the car.
it's 6:45.
just before 6
I heard the words:
why do you do that?
why do you lead them on?
why is it fine you do it
but not me?
I don't want his stick.
I stopped that possibility
of sex because I chose to.
saving his stick picture
doesn't mean anything.
I'm not gonna say anything.
I'm just brushing it off.
you can be with whoever you
want.
you can do whatever you want.
you like that they like you.
you tell me it's wrong to act
when I get attention but it's
fine for you?
I don't need to send his wife
the stick picture he sent me.
keeping it doesn't mean
anything.
no, saving his stick picture
doesn't mean I'm keeping the
option open to have sex with
him.
go bump her then.
I'm done trying to make you happy.
bump my opinion.
I don't care what you think
anymore.
I wore this bra for you.
I lost his stick already.
why can't you ever be fine
with me?
oh so you get the last laugh?
I'm sure you'll jack off
tonight.
oh yeah, but not Tatiana
right?
go back to her then.
I'm a whore; it's burned into
my brain.
you hate me.
I know.
trust me.
bump love, bump me, bump
everything.
do what you want Eddie,
you're better off without me.
the door slams and I hear
footsteps fade.
she's off to school.
By: Chicano Eddie
10-14-2016
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