my saturday is gone my saturday was a bore it feels like i am hanging on something that i tore maybe it was my heart maybe it was someone my mind is failing me it feels like i am done i sit on the couch i changed every television channels and i am wondering alone my mind is freezing on a wondering panel like a cage or a prison being held for what it is done what was done was that i lost you and this is what i had become it is not sorrow it is neither my emptiness for it was not empty it was filled and always be. but why do i feel this way? why do i feel a sense of astray? why do i feel lost and disarray? i am sitting on a couch but also passing my day so the song sings in my head and i cannot leave without a doubt that i missed you within me and i missed you with all my remaining pieces of my heart.