I Miss You
I miss you so much that I am sick
I fear forgetting your face will stick
I fear growing old not remembering
I wish your spirit is at rest and not lingering
What did you think of me in your last moment
I will never know if I was bliss or torment
Why do I suffer so about you
I don’t recall if I ever made you glow
It was so hard admitting how much I loved
You when you left me for above
I wasn’t allowed to go to your funeral
But my love for you will be eternal
Take me by the hand when I find hollow ground
The wind is a whisper in my ear just make the sound
If I saw you now how would I explain my pain
Would you just laugh at me, jeer with disdain
I get a feeling in my stomach that cringes
It makes me rip doors off by the hinges
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