I Love You Though I Dont Want To
I love you so much that it pains my heart
For I fear that we shall tear apart
Friends since we met, but I had an emotion
That always gave me this frustration
I love you like crazy, my heart starts to crush
Whenever we talk, I secretly start to blush
I get excited and lose control
You are the pieces of what made me whole
I wish I can kiss and keep you forever
But I could tell you this never
‘Cause you are one of my greatest friends
And I never want our relationship to end
I love the sound of your angelic voice
For some reason my heart starts to rejoice
So afraid to lose you, I live a lie
And sometimes I really want to cry
Yes I love you, but I never want you to know
I try so hard for this stupid feeling don’t show
Yet when you speak my name I get weak
Deep in my mind there’s an endless shriek
My heart burst and starts to bleed
As I cannot begin to breathe
Why do emotions curse me so?
Why can’t this foolish emotion go?
I love you every time you build me up
‘Til I feel like a star that shines on top
What hurts me is that I’m the only one in this mess
I feel much more, instead of feeling less
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