I love you
I love you like I love the cold.
When I’m in it, i’m freezing. I’m praying for another moment of warmth.
I love the cold because of you. I know that you’re also freezing.
Freezing against a world that’s meant for you to fail, yet you don’t.
You rise. You don’t play by the rules.
I respect you. I respect the way you move through life.
You have to respect the cold. It’ll always come, it’ll always wrap its essence around you, you can’t escape it.
I love the cold but I can’t become the cold.
I wanted us, our little home, our little life to feel warm.
I can’t take your coldness away from you, i tried to surround you in warmth , in light.
And I just became cold. As hard as I may to fight it.
Maybe I’m cold too?
We both deserve a love that’s warm.
I love you enough to keep us both from being cold.
I’m your friend, Always. I won’t become cold for you.
I’ll love you from a distance. I’ll love you in moments, in memories, in how i pray, in how I move through life.
I know there’s a god, because he gave me you. He loved us both enough to allow us to experience each other. Even if it wasn’t forever.
I’ll always love you, deeper than the grand canyon.
You took my heart, everything about you captivated me. I couldn’t breathe, couldn’t think around you. It was illogical.
I hope to be loved how I loved you.
I love you - but I love warmth more than cold.
I love abundance, I love consideration, I love multiplication, loyalty, kindness, empathy, ownership.
I have to let you go - the cold is cruel and unforgiving.
I hope one day you understand.
But it’s already too late.
Nothing can be undone, unsaid. God help us.
Help us both become the people you intend us to be.
I hope to meet you in the next life. I hope to love you the only way I know how. In warmth, in light, in love.
Peace be with you.
Roam, my love.
Roam.
Live, love, heal.
Goodbye.
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