I Keep It To Myself
I keep the loath and the hate and the curruption that has now become my soul
A secret
Cause even if they knew they wouldn't see my reasons
The hurt
I've been cursed with your image since my heart fell
it never rose again
Just sunk
I have no one to reach out to
Alone
Cause they love you to much to listen to the ex's opinion
Which sucks
I'm so past tense it's ridiculous
Tears dry.
Eventually the feeling dies that's what they all think
Robotic emotions
I'm suppose to follow the same old course as always
Fall again
Forget about what's been and what's spoiling inside
Rotting
But I keep it to myself
The pain
Cause they wouldn't understand an ex's opinion
Heartbroken me
I will come a float eventually
Free
Not really....
Happy? Rarely
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