I Just Really Miss You
You've been on my mind a lot lately
So many things I want so bad to tell you
But I know that I can't
No matter how bad I want to
It's just not the same without you here
I guess it's just a part of missing you
Sometimes I look up to sky and smile
What else is there for me to really do
It seems like it was only yesterday
I was able to dial your number on my phone
But in reality it's been 3 long years past
Can't believe how much time has really passed me by
So many things you've missed out on
And even though I know you're always watching over me
Something about that just ant the same
You're picture hangs on the mirror of my dresser
Your rose around my neck
I don't leave the house without it
My angel and my saving grace
Still wish I could hear your voice
But I guess that's a pain I'll forever have to bare
Some days are so much easier than others
But nothing really takes the pain away
And there's no one on this earth
Than can fill that empty space
That lingers way deep down inside of me
But then again I guess that'll always be there
Cuz next to you no one will ever compare
God sure did get an angel
The day I lost my best friend
In my heart I was full of anger and hate
And every now and then I let a tear slip thru
Because I don’t think I'll ever get over
Just how much I really do miss you
Not a day goes by that you don't cross my mind
I've just had to learn to live without you
Without the everyday phone calls
Some days they were only 5 minutes long
Other days we'd talk for hours on end
But let me miss just a single day
And it felt like a whole week had passed
Without those calls my day just wasn’t complete
I think that might've been
One of the hardest things about losing you
I talked to you about every little thing I ever went thru
Didn’t matter if it was good or bad
Or whether it was even important at all
You were the one person I could tell anything
Never lied about anything at all
In you my deepest darkest secrets I kept
And no matter right or wrong
You supported me thru it all
And there's no one I trust that much
So much has changed
There's so much I wanna catch you up on
As I think about that call
I want so bad to make
I can't escape the tears that come crashing down
And remind yet again
It's all a part of missing you!!!
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