Love Poem: I Hate That I Still Love You

I Hate That I Still Love You

This is the best day of my life.
Not loving you, 
giving up this fight.
I'm done with hurting,
done with sadness.
Done with all your
freaking out madness.
I don't know why,
but I feel so glad.
I'm looking back 
on the love we once had,
And I feel so happy
that it's all gone.
But way down inside,
I regret what I've done.
I think I still love you.
Well, this is not fun.
I thought it was over,
no more tears.
But I guess it wasn't 
its been 4 years.
I guess what I'm trying to say
is that I still love you,
I just hate that I do.