I Dreamed of An Angel
The morning light breaks
and my eyes open wide;
I feel the warmth from your body
as you lay by my side.
I watch as you sleep
so peaceful and serene,
resembling an angel
or similar being.
Suddenly I am aware
of a feeling deep within,
as a powerful desire
starts to begin.
Hit with these feeling
so quick that in fact,
I barely had time
to even react.
These feelings were strong
so true and spontaneous,
and the love that I felt
was almost instantaneous.
A need for your presence
comes from deep in my core,
uncontrollable emotions
unlike ever before.
A wanting for your touch
burns inside me like fire,
and a taste for your kiss
full of love and desire.
But as I reach out to you
for an intimate embrace
your gone in an instant
without even a trace.
The morning light breaks
and my eyes are filled with tears;
no longer feeling your body’s warmth
after all of these years.
I wake from my dream
empty to the core,
as my longing for you is now
stronger than before.
I know I am unable
to believe the real truth,
how you were taken from me
in the prime of loves youth.
My discovery of these emotions,
and its powerful force,
were never given the chance
to run its full course.
Today I will watch you sleeping,
not by my side but in this place,
where a granite markers now sits
with your name etched on its face.
You become now that angel
you resembled while you slept,
and that vision of you
my minds always kept.
The loneliness I feel
is immeasurable and deep
as I stand next to your plot
and silently weep.
But I am thankful to have had you
for the time you were here,
and the time we were together
I will always hold dear.
Our moments will be treasured
for the rest of my days
as I try to exist without you
in this painful lonely haze.
So sleep well my little angel
until it’s time for me too,
and they will lay me to rest
right here next to you.
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