Love Poem: I Believed It
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Written by: Andi Vintage

I Believed It

He holds me so tight that i believe it
He holds me so tight that i give in.
He held me so tight that i wanted it, i wanted it to never end!
and where are we now?
WHATS being left out?
and whats so wrong with me beacuse i cant control myself wen im around him.
 This guy makes me weak
 This guy makes me think im improtant and then he plays with how i feel!
he like everyother guy now that i understand that wut we had WASNT real!
 I'm so hurt and my tears r thin instead of thick!
and i cant cry tonite or ever! and i wont cry until he leaves forever!
and i might die if i hold in how i feel!
 i'm not gonna tell him he wont understand, tho we're still good friends, im not 
gonna let him get under my skin!
 He held me so tight and my body felt so thin, i was amaciated by the way he 
makes me feel!
im still hooked on him, and hes over me within this 3day mess(i miss u my ass)
im so dumb to have kissed him with my eyes closed so tightly!
i didnt think he'd ever hurt me!
i thought wut we had wud last longer then it did.
1 whole year gone down the drain, my whole life wasted by a dream.
all he wanted was some action the poof "i love u is gone"
and i feel so dumb!
 he held me so tight that i thought the kiss was real!
he held me so thight that i burst into tears!
and i want him to know how i feel!
 he thinks its so dramatic, he thinks without him i'll go insane, I THINK without 
him i feel no pain!
that stupid guy he makes me crazy! that stupid guy doesnt noe how i much i care!!
that stupid guy will be the reason that my heart will always tear.
 im so dummb to say i loved him wen at first it wasnt true...but he held me so 
tight that i gave into him!
he held me so tight..then i pushed away again!
i swear i thought he was the one!
he's so dumb! i'd like to see him do better then me..everyone said i was to pretty 
for him anywayz!
 that boy he's such a lozer, that boy hes such a jerk!
that boy who sat back and watched me abuse my heart!
 I HAYT HOW HE MAKES ME FEEL!
I HAYT THE WAY HE LOOKS AT ME!
I HAYT THE UNTRUE WORDS HE WILL ALWAYS SAY!
 he held me so tight that i believed it...
he held me so tIgh and then lied to my face....
he told me that he missed me....and that he wanted me to come back.
i told him that maybe we WEREN'T meant to be....and that maybe he shud juss 
step back...
he held me so tight and i pushed away...
he held me so tight....so why am i single today..???