Love Poem: I Am Lost In You
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Written by: Kiki Gonzales

I Am Lost In You

I just want to go where the rain hits my face, 
where the wind blows so cold my cheeks turn frosted pink, 
where the sun is hidden behind the white blanketed sky 
and snowflakes kiss me 

Maybe I should run
Run far away from this mess I’ve made here
Run to the nonjudging open mountain hills  
And breath the free air from our blessed life giving trees up there   

I just want to be free 
Free from this fleshly prison 
Free from the constant mental bondage and suffering
And life’s infamous heartbreaks 

I don’t want to be here. 
I don’t want to believe here 
Nor will I ever become who you want me to be here

I want released from the woes of this world. 
I want to run naked into the ocean 
And be as careless, and in love as we were designed to be

Tho why can’t I find you here