I Am
I am someone
...no one really knows
I often wonder
...if they think they do
I hear the snowflakes
...fall lazily to the ground
I see life through them
I am full of envy
...because mine is gone
I want my life back
...the way it used to be
Once full of love, happiness,
...and dreams
Instead of pain, chaos,
...and shattered dreams
I am someone
...no one really knows
I often wonder
...if they think they do
I pretend to be happy
...fake smiles on my face
Inside I am bitter
...I touch emptiness everyday
I worry that I will
...never feel whole again
Never feel anything
...except the constant pain
I cry into the darkness with
no one to wipe
...the tears away
I am someone that
...no one really knows
I often wonder how many
...believe they do
I understand nothing now
...although I really try
My dreams have been lost
...stolen from me
I try to pretend
...that I am okay
Fake smile on my face
...to cover the pain
I hope someday
...my story is told
Well after my death
...nothing but bones to hold
I wonder if they will realize
...the mistakes they have made
If they will even stop and think
...or close their eyes and walk away
I am someone that
...no one really knows
Someday I will be no one
Maybe then, someone will actually know me
...and perhaps...love me
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