Hurting Inside...I Need Self Love
why does love have to be so strong?
why do I always feel so wrong?
I have to be honest, i can't live this lie,
I don't want to be alive, and i don't know why.
Why does love have to hurt so much?
why do I feel this way, trapped and such?
I just want to run; run far away,
yet I have this feeling that i need to stay.
why do i want to break down and cry?
why do i sometimes want to die?
Is this a normal feeling? or is it just me?
i can't seem to make up my mind, but i want to be free.
Free of this life, free of this pain.
I wanna feel something other than rain.
I am lost in a world of confusion, to scared to let anyone in.
I need some guidance, please will you help me?
Bring me back to life again, where i feel normal,
be my friend so i can talk to you,
so i can cry on your shoulder and get out everything;
everything that i feel is so horrible.
Help me, help me, please set me free,
Let me want life, help me want to be me.....
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