Love Poem: Him and the Other

Him and the Other

Everytime I think about him
I get this funny feeling inside.
It's wonderful,
but at the same time,
it's painful.
I think I love him.
I really do.
And when I kiss him,
it feels like we are the only two
here in this world,
we share something special.
Thinking about him now
my heart is racing.
I'm excited, so captivated.
I've never really felt 
the way I feel about him before.
It's a good thing and a bad thing.
Oh how his love is so pure.
But right now in my life is another
He tells me everything I need to hear.
But still,
I feel nothing at all.
I like him, 
it's just not the same.
The one I love is different,
and my heart feels so much pain.