Love Poem: Heartbreaking No More
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Written by: Beata Agustin

Heartbreaking No More

"Praise ye the LORD. O give thanks unto the LORD; for he is good: for his mercy endureth for ever." Psalm 106:1 of the King James Bible*

“He will progress toward retrogression…” oh, gloomy tidings --- verily heart breaking news I was confronted with, more than a decade ago announced by a pediatrician neurologist. “… Retrogression…” every day, I kept defying said medical prophecy not that I was in denial of our special child’s condition but was anxious his infantile spasm epilepsy would be fatal. “… Toward retrogression…” such reverberated, intensifying my angst every time I beheld his restlessness propelling his fatigue before going to sleep. “… Progress toward retrogression…” yes, I questioned diagnosis with mixed emotions as fear swelled over courage, striving to prevail yet, faith in God surmounted my motherly qualms. “… Will progress toward retrogression…” nonetheless, the Lord with His miraculous mercy and might worked along our loving nurture midst supplication-filled care in the orphanage that serves as his home and family. “He will progress toward retrogression…” that was then (2010); and so saddening since the doctor whose assertion is now being nullified, died (in 2018)--- could not behold and rejoice for our child’s development. Today, our son is showing remarkable progress marked with gratefulness, peace, and joy while in sign language he prays and worships--- ---expressing that the Almighty is good*.
February 6, 2021 3rd place, "A Meaningful Poem" Contest Sponsored by Constance La France; judged on 3/26/2021.